Again and Again

I cannot tell you how many times I have embarked on this weight-loss journey. I start and stop, and start, and stop. I'm tired. I'm tired of being fat. I am at an all time high. I feel uncomfortable. My clothes fit, but they feel uncomfortable. I find that all I want to wear is loose fitting pants and t-shirts or really loose fitting nicer looking shirts. But, I really can't afford to purchase the nice looking shirts. Why? Because bigger clothes cost more money. I am sad that I can't do things with my kids that I want to do. I'm sad that I don;t feel pretty for my husband. It's time for a change. Now to figure out how to stick with it.